There's Love in the Licorice

Why do I enjoy crafting, planning, and putting together these kids' parties?? Let's work this out: I am not very innovative. I am good at borrowing ideas from the internet. I am semi creative, but not crafty. I like to organize the people around me, but don't really organize my own life very well. I wonder if living here at the crazy bin has given me the excuse that I can't be organized because of my circumstances, when in reality I just can't be organized because I'm not wired that way. I like to be in charge. I suppose I like the sound of my voice. If I were you, I would listen to me. I would follow me. I would want to be on my team. So how can I get the validation that my soul desires if I can't act out these urges for control and power as a stay-at-home mother? Ah ha! I will invite 2 dozen children to be my "guests" at a party and force organized fun upon them all... I just ordered 2.5 lbs of green apple licorice sticks from www.candydire...