God's Honest Truth
Ever get tired? Feel defeated? Overwhelmed? Totally discouraged? Me either. With Jesus in my heart and a song on my lips, my life is pure joy and contentment. I cannot be moved! Just kidding. That's not the truth. The truth is people call me supermom and wonderwoman, and I'm neither. The truth is I am a pathetic whiny failure who makes too many mistakes to be called good in any way.. and I'm a baby. The truth is when I say my house is a disaster, it really is. Few can compare. The truth is everyone said the first year of having twins was the hardest, and in reality it has only gotten harder. The truth is the twins have the speech development of 18month olds, and when I stop holding on to peace, other things rush in. Things like discouragement, defeat, disbelief, anger, guilt, and envy. The truth is I sometimes compare them to their older siblings and get so irritated with them I want to quit. The truth is I have five beautiful children but my favorite part of the d...